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“Hey,
Nate,
how’s
life?”
43
I
don’t
know,
it’s
al
right
88
I’ve
been
dea
lin’
with
some
things
112
Like
every
hu
man
be
ing
139
And
really
didn’t
sleep
much
last
night
(last
night)
195
“I’m
sorry”,
that’s
fine
240
I
just
think
I
need
a
little
me
time
290
I
just
think
I
need
a
little
free
time
333
Little
break
from
the
shows
and
the
bus
rides
388
Last
year
I
had
a
break
down
432
Thoughts
tel
lin’
me
I’m
lost
get
tin’
too
loud
482
Had
to
see
a
ther
ap
ist,
then
I
found
out
530
Somethin’
funny’s
goin’
on
up
in
my
house
579
Yeah,
I
star
ted
thinkin’
maybe
I
should
move
out
628
You
know,
pack
my
car,
take
a
new
route
677
Clean
up
my
yard,
get
the
noose
out
728
Hang
up
my
heart,
let
it
air
out
(air
out)
784
I’ve
been
searchin’
808
“What
does
that
mean,
Nate?”
832
I’ve
been
lear
ning
856
Grabbin’
my
keep
sakes,
882
Lea
vin’
my
bur
dens
906
Well,
I
brought
a
few
with
me,
I’m
not
per
fect
956
Loo
kin’
at
the
view
like,
980
This
con
cerns
me
1004
Pickin’
up
the
cues,
right?
1030
I’m
quite
nervous
1054
Hate
it
when
I
lose
sight,
1078
Life
gets
blurry
1101
And
things
might
hurt
me
1124
It’s
proba
bly
gonna
be
a
long
jour
ney,
1163
But
hey
1183
It’s
worth
it,
though
1208
Cold
world
out
there,
1232
Kids,
grab
your
coats
1258
Been
a
minute,
I
know,
1282
Now
I’m
back
to
roam
1306
Loo
kin’
for
the
an
ti
dote
1335
To
crack
the
code
1355
Pretty
vivid,
I
ad
mit
it,
1382
I’m
in
clas
sic
mode
1405
Don’t
need
pity
gi
ven
to
me,
1430
But
I
can’t
con
done
1455
Talkin’
down
to
me,
1474
I’ma
have
to
crack
your
nose
for
crackin’
jokes
1520
I’m
loo
kin’
for
the
map
to
hope,
1549
You
seen
it?
1571
Been
makin’
a
whole
lot
of
changes
1615
Wrote
a
song
about
that,
you
should
play
it
1663
I
get
scared
when
I
walk
on
these
stages
1704
I
look
at
the
crowd
and
see
so
many
faces,
yeah
1770
That’s
when
I
start
to
get
anxious
1812
That’s
when
my
thoughts
can
be
dan
ger
ous
1863
That’s
when
I
put
on
my
makeup
1901
And
drown
in
self-hatred
1926
For
get
what
I’m
say
ing,
and
1967
Where’d
the
beat
go?
2009
Oh,
ain’t
that
somethin’?
2050
Drums
came
in,
you
ain’t
see
that
co
min’
2101
Hands
on
my
head,
can’t
tell
me
no
thin’
2144
Got
a
taste
of
the
fame,
had
to
pump
my
stom
ach
2200
Throw
it
back
up
like
I
don’t
want
it
2249
Wipe
my
face,
clean
up
my
vomit
2297
O
C
D,
tryna
push
my
but
tons
2341
I
said
don’t
touch
it,
now
y’all
done
it
2396
I
can
be
crit
ic
al,
ne
ver
ty
pi
cal
2433
In
tri
cate
with
every
syl
lable,
2465
I’m
a
cri
mi
nal
2483
In
tim
ate,
but
ne
ver
poli
ti
cal,
#
2517
Pretty
vi
sual
2532
Even
if
you
hate
it,
2551
I’ll
make
it
feel
like
you’re
in
it,
though
2582
You
call
me
what
you
wanna,
2601
But
ne
ver
call
me
for
get
table
2631
Leave
you
deep
in
thought,
2647
I
could
ne
ver
swim
in
the
kid
die
pool
2680
Way
that
I
been
thinkin’
is
cine
mat
ic,
2710
It’s
beau
ti
ful
2729
Man,
I
don’t
know
if
I’m
makin’
movies
or
mu
sic
videos
2789
Yeah,
the
sales
can
rise
2833
Doesn’t
mean
much
though
2859
When
your
health
de
clines
2883
See,
we’ve
all
got
somethin’
2909
That
we
trapped
in
side
2931
That
we
try
to
suf
foc
ate,
2954
You
know,
ho
pin’
it
dies
2982
Try
to
hold
it
un
der
wa
ter
3009
But
it
al
ways
sur
vives
3032
Then
it
comes
up
out
of
nowhere
3057
Like
an
evil
sur
prise
3080
Then
it
ho
vers
over
you
3103
To
tell
you
mil
lions
of
lies
3129
You
don’t
re
late
to
that?
3148
Must
not
be
as
crazy
as
I
am
3179
The
point
I’m
makin’
is
3193
The
mind
is
a
power
ful
place
3226
And
what
you
feed
it
3243
Can
af
fect
you
in
a
power
ful
way
3278
It’s
pretty
cool,
right?
3297
Yeah,
but
it’s
not
al
ways
safe
3326
Just
hang
with
me,
3341
This’ll
only
take
a
mo
ment,
okay?
3376
Just
think
about
it
for
a
second,
3399
If
you
look
at
your
face
3423
Every
day
when
you
get
up
3450
And
think
you’ll
ne
ver
be
great
3473
You’ll
ne
ver
be
great,
3494
Not
be
cause
you’re
not,
but
the
hate
3521
Will
al
ways
find
a
way
to
cut
you
up
3554
And
murder
your
faith
(woo!)
3585
I
am
de
ve
lo
pin’,
3601
Take
a
look
at
the
be
ne
fits
3626
No
thin’
to
meddle
with,
3646
I
can
nev
er
be
del
ic
ate
3678
Am
I
even
re
le
vant?
3698
That
de
pends
how
you
meas
ure
it
3724
Take
a
meas
ure
ment,
3739
Then
bag
it
up
and
give
me
the
evi
dence
3772
Pretty
evi
dent,
de
pen
dable
3793
Can
ne
ver
be
ten
ta
tive
3824
I’m
a
gen
tle
man,
de
pen
ding
on
3852
If
I
think
you’re
genu
ine
3869
Pretty
e
le
gant,
3884
But
not
afraid
to
tell
you
to
get
a
grip
3919
Pro
per
etiquette,
3932
I
keep
it
to
my
self
when
I
ce
le
brate,
3978
It’s
that
time
again
4016
Bet
ter
grab
your
bal
loons
4042
And
in
vite
your
friends
4067
Seat
belts
back
on,
yeah,
strap
’em
in
4115
Look
at
me,
every
body,
I’m
smi
lin’
big
4165
On
a
road
right
now
that
I
can’t
pre
dict
4214
Tell
me
“Tone
that
down,
”
but
I
can’t
res
ist
4263
Y’all
know
that
sound,
bet
ter
raise
your
fist
4310
The
search
be
gins,
I’m
back,
so
en
joy
the
trip,
huh