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"Hey,
Nate,
how’s
life?"
33
I
don’t
know,
it’s
al
right
82
I’ve
been
dea
lin’
with
some
things
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Like
every
hu
man
be
ing
140
And
really
didn’t
sleep
much
last
night
(last
night)
195
"I’m
sorry",
that’s
fine
230
I
just
think
I
need
a
little
me
time
280
I
just
think
I
need
a
little
free
time
329
Little
break
from
the
shows
and
the
bus
rides
380
Last
year
I
had
a
break
down
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Thoughts
tel
lin’
me
I’m
lost
get
tin’
too
loud
478
Had
to
see
a
ther
ap
ist,
then
I
found
out
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Somethin’
funny’s
goin’
on
up
in
my
house
575
Yeah,
I
star
ted
thinkin’
maybe
I
should
move
out
625
You
know,
pack
my
car,
take
a
new
route
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Clean
up
my
yard,
get
the
noose
out
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Hang
up
my
heart,
let
it
air
out
(air
out)
783
I’ve
been
searchin’
809
"What
does
that
mean,
Nate?"
833
I’ve
been
lear
ning
857
Grabbin’
my
keep
sakes,
883
Lea
vin’
my
bur
dens
907
Well,
I
brought
a
few
with
me,
I’m
not
per
fect
957
Loo
kin’
at
the
view
like,
981
This
con
cerns
me
1005
Pickin’
up
the
cues,
right?
1031
I’m
quite
nervous
1055
Hate
it
when
I
lose
sight,
1079
Life
gets
blurry
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And
things
might
hurt
me
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It’s
proba
bly
gonna
be
a
long
jour
ney,
1164
But
hey
1176
It’s
worth
it,
though
1208
Cold
world
out
there,
1233
Kids,
grab
your
coats
1257
Been
a
minute,
I
know,
1283
Now
I’m
back
to
roam
1307
Loo
kin’
for
the
an
ti
dote
1336
To
crack
the
code
1356
Pretty
vivid,
I
ad
mit
it,
1383
I’m
in
clas
sic
mode
1404
Don’t
need
pity
gi
ven
to
me,
1431
But
I
can’t
con
done
1453
Talkin’
down
to
me,
1475
I’ma
have
to
crack
your
nose
for
crackin’
jokes
1521
I’m
loo
kin’
for
the
map
to
hope,
1550
You
seen
it?
1564
Been
makin’
a
whole
lot
of
changes
1609
Wrote
a
song
about
that,
you
should
play
it
1658
I
get
scared
when
I
walk
on
these
stages
1704
I
look
at
the
crowd
and
see
so
many
faces,
yeah
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That’s
when
I
start
to
get
anxious
1804
That’s
when
my
thoughts
can
be
dan
ger
ous
1855
That’s
when
I
put
on
my
makeup
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And
drown
in
self-hatred
1927
For
get
what
I’m
say
ing,
and
1959
Where’d
the
beat
go?
2001
Oh,
ain’t
that
somethin’?
2050
Drums
came
in,
you
ain’t
see
that
co
min’
2100
Hands
on
my
head,
can’t
tell
me
no
thin’
2145
Got
a
taste
of
the
fame,
had
to
pump
my
stom
ach
2196
Throw
it
back
up
like
I
don’t
want
it
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Wipe
my
face,
clean
up
my
vomit
2294
O
C
D,
tryna
push
my
but
tons
2342
I
said
don’t
touch
it,
now
y’all
done
it
2394
I
can
be
crit
ic
al,
ne
ver
ty
pi
cal
2434
In
tri
cate
with
every
syl
lable,
2466
I’m
a
cri
mi
nal
2483
In
tim
ate,
but
ne
ver
poli
ti
cal,
#
2518
Pretty
vi
sual
2532
Even
if
you
hate
it,
2552
I’ll
make
it
feel
like
you’re
in
it,
though
2582
You
call
me
what
you
wanna,
2602
But
ne
ver
call
me
for
get
table
2627
Leave
you
deep
in
thought,
2648
I
could
ne
ver
swim
in
the
kid
die
pool
2680
Way
that
I
been
thinkin’
is
cine
mat
ic,
2711
It’s
beau
ti
ful
2730
Man,
I
don’t
know
if
I’m
makin’
movies
or
mu
sic
videos
2781
Yeah,
the
sales
can
rise
2834
Doesn’t
mean
much
though
2860
When
your
health
de
clines
2882
See,
we’ve
all
got
somethin’
2910
That
we
trapped
in
side
2932
That
we
try
to
suf
foc
ate,
2955
You
know,
ho
pin’
it
dies
2981
Try
to
hold
it
un
der
wa
ter
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But
it
al
ways
sur
vives
3032
Then
it
comes
up
out
of
nowhere
3057
Like
an
evil
sur
prise
3080
Then
it
ho
vers
over
you
3104
To
tell
you
mil
lions
of
lies
3130
You
don’t
re
late
to
that?
3149
Must
not
be
as
crazy
as
I
am
3180
The
point
I’m
makin’
is
3194
The
mind
is
a
power
ful
place
3225
And
what
you
feed
it
3244
Can
af
fect
you
in
a
power
ful
way
3277
It’s
pretty
cool,
right?
3298
Yeah,
but
it’s
not
al
ways
safe
3327
Just
hang
with
me,
3342
This’ll
only
take
a
mo
ment,
okay?
3376
Just
think
about
it
for
a
second,
3400
If
you
look
at
your
face
3424
Every
day
when
you
get
up
3451
And
think
you’ll
ne
ver
be
great
3474
You’ll
ne
ver
be
great,
3495
Not
be
cause
you’re
not,
but
the
hate
3522
Will
al
ways
find
a
way
to
cut
you
up
3555
And
murder
your
faith
(woo!)
3583
I
am
de
ve
lo
pin’,
3602
Take
a
look
at
the
be
ne
fits
3627
No
thin’
to
meddle
with,
3646
I
can
nev
er
be
del
ic
ate
3678
Am
I
even
re
le
vant?
3699
That
de
pends
how
you
meas
ure
it
3725
Take
a
meas
ure
ment,
3740
Then
bag
it
up
and
give
me
the
evi
dence
3773
Pretty
evi
dent,
de
pen
dable
3794
Can
ne
ver
be
ten
ta
tive
3820
I’m
a
gen
tle
man,
de
pen
ding
on
3853
If
I
think
you’re
genu
ine
3870
Pretty
e
le
gant,
3885
But
not
afraid
to
tell
you
to
get
a
grip
3918
Pro
per
etiquette,
3933
I
keep
it
to
my
self
when
I
ce
le
brate,
3970
It’s
that
time
again
4017
Bet
ter
grab
your
bal
loons
4043
And
in
vite
your
friends
4067
Seat
belts
back
on,
yeah,
strap
’em
in
4114
Look
at
me,
every
body,
I’m
smi
lin’
big
4163
On
a
road
right
now
that
I
can’t
pre
dict
4212
Tell
me
"Tone
that
down,
"
but
I
can’t
res
ist
4261
Y’all
know
that
sound,
bet
ter
raise
your
fist
4311
The
search
be
gins,
I’m
back,
so
en
joy
the
trip,
huh